Monday, May 23, 2011


Every Monday, I'll be doing a weigh in... So, just to recap my weekend, I had a few slip-ups in the food department, but not too bad and I stayed within my calorie range pretty good. Today, I'm weighing in at 120.8 lbs! Yay! I met my goal for last week, which means my new goal for this week is 118.8. Hopefully I'll have that accomplished by Sunday.

I really must give a special thanks to the best husband in the world. He worked out with me 6 times last week. Yes, 6 times. And the man doesn’t have any weight to lose, at all. It's all toning for him I suppose, but he does it for me mostly. Which is awesome, who could ask for more?

Every time we go on our jogs I'm just amazed at how beautiful the little town we live in is. We live out of town, in the "country", and the back roads are just lovely. You can smell the crisp scent of spring in the air as we walk/jog down rolling paved roads, everything is green and wildflowers grow in the open fields abundantly. I always stop and pick Aden a couple, which he loves.

He gets the curls from me.

Happy Monday!!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Vanity Pounds

The baby weight is still here. 17 lbs of it to be exact. While I'm considered to be well within "normal" for my weight regarding my age and height, I don't feel normal.

So, I've started a low calorie diet that includes walk/jogging 5 days a week. I try to stay under 1200 calories a day with about half and hour of exercise. It's working so far. In December I was at 129, today I'm at 122, progress I suppose. But, we have a vacation planned in six weeks and I've set a goal of 2-3 lbs to lose every 7 days.

It's going to be hard. I'm not used to not being able to eat whatever I want. Hell, in high school I struggled to gain weight at 90 lbs soaking wet, completely different ball game now.

I'm ready, let's burn some belly fat!!

Here's a pic of the new bathing suit I've ordered and my main motivation. Yeah, It's vain of me, but not as vain as wanting to pay off my debt in the next two years in order to buy a  nice set of silicone C cup boobs? Eh? That's what I'm doing next in the vanity department after I obtain my flat stomach.

The "Sperminator"

Okay, after hearing countless stories about the "Sperminator", aka Schwarzenegger, and his "cheating" escapades, it got me to thinking. Why is it so effin difficult for people to just stay faithful? We hear about all the scandals that come from big celebrity names, but it happens everyday, to everyday people. Cheating has horrible affects on EVERYONE, especially when children are involved. I know for a fact that some people, mainly women, think it's just peachy to cheat and they'll get away with it because they have children to use as "collateral". Think again, people. If you will truly have SEX with another human being while you are in a committed relationship, than you don't truly love that person and should have called it off way before that ship ever thought about sailing.

I get it, relationships are difficult, but they're worth it. To have someone to love forever, to grow old with and share your life with, to have babies and grand babies together, isn't that worth it?

I'll be the first person to say that you really cant say you'd do something differently than another person has done, until you are put in their shoes, which of course you'll never be. But, this is one subject that I have seen, first hand, the devastation that comes from cheating significant others, and I can firmly say, I wouldn't do it. And if for some crazy, off the wall reason, I did, I wouldn't keep it from my husband. Which, I can also say with very strong conviction that if I did, my husband would leave me and I wouldn't blame him one bit because I would do that same, if the situation was reversed. The reason I say that is because if my husband was to betray me in such a horrible way, I could never get over it. It is the ultimate betrayal, hands down.

My husband and I actually started dating as teenagers after EACH of our then current "boy/girl-friends" cheated on us. Even then, being so young, it was such a horrible betrayal for both of us. Which maybe that's why we see eye to eye on that matter 100%.

In ending, I'd just like to say, feel the need for another? Seek some counselling to find out what the true meaning of your wandering eye is about. If that doesn't help? Save alot of hurt feelings, be the bigger person, and ask for the split.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

In which I talk about the major sucking of this blog..

I did it. I let all the negative crap going on push me away from things I love doing. Riding? Eh, not much.. Blogging? Eh..pretty much fell off the map.

It's cool though..I've got some things on my mind...just a few. And I plan to write about it. Why? Because I have no shame. So, I'm giving fair warning to family and friends that read this (hopefully someone does), if you don't care to read about my sex life, weight loss, family issues, daycare issues..this wont be your cup of tea. Kthx

P.S. Yes, I still plan to spill my guts about Aden too, soon.